God give me the strength and patience to get through this month..

     I want to know for sure but I can't know for a whole month. It's torture. I want to be excited and know that when I'm telling people about my "good news" that it's actually going to happen and I'm not going to have to tell everyone that I won't be starting till the following semester if things don't go as planned. I guess I'm just being cautious by not allowing myself to get too excited but I wish I could be. I want to get excited and start planning and gathering all that I'm going to need come August.

     I feel very stir crazy these days. I'm just waiting and waiting. Waiting for my Spanish class to start in a week and waiting for the book store to get the book in I need. It's just so frustrating not to know what the future holds. I know I'm supposed to start this program and I would like to start as soon as possible but knowing and saying that doesn't change the fact that it's not in my hands. It's in the colleges hands and Gods if he thinks I'm ready to start now. I just keep praying that my friends brother in law does actually have some say at the college and that I get put on the list for the Fall term. ----------------------------

     Well I started this blog yesterday and some new stuff has come up since then. I found out today that the instructor for my Spanish class has backed out and a new instructor has taken his place. She has no reviews on ratemyprofessor.com and with less than a week before the class starts, still hasn't given her book preference to the campus bookstore. It just makes me sad. I was looking forward to meeting the original teacher I signed up for. He was so highly rated and the class was shortened so it was perfect. I could take it and it would be over in time for my first semester of culinary management. But I'm just going to let it go. I'm not going to stress over it. I already told my dad and I'm going to call my Grandma later to tell her.

     I was researching last night about slip resistant shoes and uniforms. Fun! I found some shoes that I like and I think that the money from the Spanish class can be used to buy knives, a uniform, shoes, and probably a book so it's good that I'm withdrawing from the class. The money can be used for something way more important. :)

     So with that little news said, I have Beta tonight and I hope more people show up. Last week only one other person besides myself came. I like my thursday night bible study group. My mom was supposed to come out to have lunch and get hair cuts but she wasn't feeling good that has been postponed till tomorrow. It's fine. I have plenty of chores I can do today. I'm already working on washing all of our new towels that FB brought us. It was so nice of him. NOW we can throw all of our old towels into the rag bin or at least use a few for dog towels only. :) Dad's going to be in rag heaven. haha.

     I plan to give Haley a bath later today too. The shampoo we have for her smells like pineapple and makes her feel extremely soft. Something tells me she will love having her very own towel from now on. lol. What ever. Dogs could care less. She does love getting baths though. She's even gone and jumped in the tub all by herself before. I love watching her run around like crazy while rubbing on everything in her path when she gets out. It's almost as cute as when she plays with her food. :)

     I hope everyone is enjoying this awesome weather we are having.. and those who are not down here in sunning Florida and may not be having that greatest weather, don't let it get you down. I'm sure you will have a sunny day soon. :)